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10/30/2024 Cops came to my school yesterday and I got asked a bunch of stuff by social workers. It felt like they didn't really believe me and thought i was just trying to get away from strict parents. They kept asking me if i really wanted to go to a facility because I wouldn't be allowed to use a phone there, and I had to remind them that I don't even have one at the moment.

I can stay here for a maximum of 3 days before I decide to either stay longer or go back home. I think I will call my parents on the last day, like my friends suggest and see what happens after that. I want to go home, I still need to go to college. It's pretty boring here, but there's puzzles and crafts to do.

10/28/2024 I ended up telling one of my teachers about it. She asked me about it, I think she could tell what was wrong. a bit upset with myself for folding so fast and wondering what will happen now.

later update- got cps called on me. LOL. She has no idea. Mom's praying and crying in her room right now, listening to a sermon. Kind of funny. My teacher thinks the police should be on their way. I don't know what to feel. Should I have told them beforehand what happened today? I'm afraid of what will happen, and I know no one on my family is on my side. I think a tiny part of me is also kind of hopeful. I don't remember the last time we fought, honestly.